Monday, May 7, 2012

"Within These Walls"

          It was my first night sleeping over as an employee and not as a guest. I worked the late shift at the front desk and I usually got off at 11 pm., but we had almost a full house and I didn't get off until midnight. I was conveniently scheduled to work at 7 am the following morning so my manager arranged for me to stay in one of the out of order rooms. We had about thirty rooms out of order, most of them had no visible reasons for being out of order, but that was just it, no visible reasons. I stayed on the second floor in the south wing in one of the petite queen rooms. We called it petite to make it sound nostalgic in the sense that the room was built that way over a hundred years ago and it wasn't even a queen size bed, it was full. If we told people the room was about 100 square feet, no one in their right mind would ever rent it for $90.00 per night.

          The hotels construction started in the summer of 1895 and was completed in only two years. At that time there was not a lot of development in the coastal town of Belleair, Florida and the building proved to be a Victorian gem of architecture. The hotel itself is 842,000 square feet with a basement, five floors, and three wings. She was built from Florida Yellow Pine and painted white with a green shingled roof. Huge porches line the exterior of each wing and are the only place to sit and watch storms roll in over the Gulf. The beauty of the exterior reflects the beauty and design of the interior. The basement is a series of tunnels that travel beneath the entire structure with small, narrow staircases only a few feet wide that go all the way up to the top floor in each wing. These tunnels and tiny stairwells were used by servants and those lucky to be employed at the grand Belleview Biltmore Hotel. Until 1940 these servants and employees were only allowed to travel through out the hotel using these avenues as they were not allowed to accompany guests in the main hallways.

          The first floor is most grand with hallways fifteen feet wide so the ladies of the time would be able to freely pass each other in the halls without their dresses touching. The ceiling is fifty feet high on the first floor with vents above each room to allow plentiful airflow. Only the wealthiest could afford to stay on the first floor. The year she opened, a room on the first floor cost between four and six dollars. The first floor in the main promenade held three ballrooms, the Tiffany, the Starlight, and the Candlelight. The Tiffany by far is the most grand with a ceiling a hundred feet high, chandeliers made of glass and crystal, and enough room for a thousand people to dine and dance. The Candlelight ballroom was half the size and holds golden candle chandeliers and wall fixtures with a wall of windows looking out over a courtyard to the Gulf of Mexico. The Starlight was dark, with a stage and a rounded ceiling. Within the ceiling are tiny lights giving the illusion of looking into space at the infinite clusters of stars. Further down the hall is a grand ballroom with luxury furniture, priceless art and a grand staircase comparable to the Titanic's.

          From the first floor to the fifth, the ceilings get shorter and shorter. The fifth floor has air vents only inches high and were used for only for the nannies and servants of those wealthy staying on the first floor. The rooms up there housed many and they shared the few bathrooms that were in each wing. The lower four floors had various sized rooms and suites, but the first floor south wing had the most luxurious sun parlors. Opening the door to a sun parlor is a long hallway, about twenty feet, that opened into a bright living space with windows ten feet high. The sleeping quarters could be accessed by french doors on either the living room side or the hallway. These rooms make it easy to forget anywhere else exists.

          The petite queen rooms neighbored the larger two bedroom suites and were only meant for nannies or servants that were needed close by at all times, the rooms never changed after over a hundred years. The Belleview Biltmore holds thousands of memories within its walls – some more mysterious than others.

          During its construction it has been said that a man fell from the fourth floor to his death down the elevator shaft. This elevator was operated manually by a large lever and the door is an iron accordion and behind that door is another. Ten years later, in 1906, a wealthy man and his family came to the Belleview Biltmore on holiday. This man also brought with him another woman. Rumors change over the years, but from what I know, jealousy overcame her and she poisoned his wife and his two daughters. Either way, they never made it home to the Carolina's. Years passed without a tragedy, but then in 1940 the Belleview Biltmore was transformed from a place of escape, fine dining, and relaxation. World War II interrupted her peaceful landscape. The hotel became a military base, housing more than 3,000 military personnel. The hotel is large, but even for this amount of people it can seem very small.

          For five years the hotel was a place of sadness, a place of loss, and a place to die. The fourth floor in the east wing became the medical ward. Many died from injuries suffered over seas, but even more died from tuberculosis. In the final year of the war, a nurse, perhaps overcome by tragedy, hanged herself on the fifth floor in the south wing. Standing in that window she looked out to the Gulf searching desperately for a soldier and the father of her unborn child. The horizon tormented her and that was the end, or at least that is how the story goes.

          Over the next forty to fifty years a few old souls succumbed to nature and passed away warm in their rented beds, however in 1974 another broken heart took her own life. Her name was Sharon, she was 27 years old and to be married. The ceremony was going to be on the west lawn, the bridesmaids dresses were yellow, and the cake was red velvet. Sharon was marrying Greg in May on a Saturday afternoon. Sadly, the car Greg and his best man were riding in blew a tire and slammed into a palm tree. Greg died on impact just hours before the ceremony. Before hearing the news, Sharon was sitting the presidential suite getting a few more curls ironed into her hair. After receiving the tragic news, Sharon leaped from her fourth floor balcony to the flagstone walkway below, also dying on impact.

         These were the stories that were running through my mind as I laid in my bed watching TV on a set that was going on two decades old technology. The TV was drowning out the noise of settling wood and dripping water from the sink. I stared at my closet door wondering if recent guests stories were true. Some checked out in the middle of the night because they claimed a man was sitting in the chair near their closet and he would occasionally open and close the door. “He would just sit there and watch me,” one guest said. She stayed for two nights out of a five night stay and was nearly in tears when telling me she had to go before a piece of her could never leave. Another guest claimed that every morning their closet door would be opened wide, but each night they had closed it so tight that the swelling wood would keep it from opening for anything other than an aggressive pull.

          I had never been alone in any of the rooms before. Before I worked for the Belleview Biltmore, I would stay there with my mom for a week every summer for six years. Although we only lived a few miles away, the Biltmore let us feel as if we were on the other side of the world . I rarely felt fear when I had company behind those doors, though I had my suspicions.

           I chose to ignore the fear and I left my room to make some tea, I thought it would help me sleep. I opened the door to my room and the hallway was surprisingly quiet, even the sound of my own breath sent a chill down my spine. I walked slowly down the hallway looking up to the plumbing that ran along the ceiling. I opened the employee door to the old hidden stairwell to take me to the basement. That is where the employee lounge was and the only place to get anything to drink after 2 am. As I approached the basement lounge I searched for the light switch, but the darkness didn't allow me to find it. I felt along the wall with both of my hands, one foot stepping over the other and started to feel like I no longer needed any hot tea, but it was too late to turn around now. When I finally entered the lounge, the only light came from the fountain machine and it was duller than a small candle. I approached the tables against the long wall to my right and picked up a foam cup to fill with hot water. For the first time I felt that I was really being watched by unknown eyes. I could see to my left a shape blacker than the darkness moving painfully slow along the adjacent wall , to the wall behind me, and then to the wall on my right. I froze completely and I thought if I stayed still it wouldn't know I was watching him - watching me. I picked up a Lipton tea packet and struggled to open it as I held my cup with my left hand. As I pulled the tab and string, my hands shook uncontrollably and I felt the pressure on the right side of my face. It was right next me, I felt my neck pulse and I froze again. I prayed to God and counted to three when I turned to face what was tormenting me. Like the haze generated from overwhelming heat it slowly vanished and I ran. I went through a tunnel over a fifty yards long with one 60 watt light bulb and headed for the exit. I lost half my tea in the run and pushed the door open with incredible force. It took me to the back of the hotel and I walked nearly a quarter of a mile around the property to enter back through the front lobby. I returned to my room shaken and laid in my bed. The settling wood started to have a pattern in its noise, like footsteps pacing from one side of my bed to the other. I reached to my end table and grabbed a few tissues to stuff in my ears. The temporary deafness and hiding beneath my sheets allowed me to fall asleep. When the sun came through my window I felt the fear disappear and prepared for another shift downstairs. I didn't tell anyone for weeks, until I assured myself it really happened and I wasn't crazy.

         A few months later a guest from the fourth floor called down to the front desk around 10 pm and asked if we could send someone up to the fifth floor to ask if they could quiet down. They claimed that it sounded like someone was moving furniture around and talking loudly. I apologized and informed the guest that the fifth floor has been closed down since 1983, more than 20 years ago. In addition to it being closed and locked off, there was no furniture, no carpet, no electricity, and no people. I offered to move them to a lower floor and they more than gladly accepted. At the end of my shift I asked Butch the security guard to come with me to check out the fifth floor. We took the old elevator, the original one. The newer elevators only go to the fourth floor. When we opened the doors and looked out in the emptiness, each of us had a hard time sticking our heads out. The hallway was more than two hundred yards of opened doors and empty rooms. We quickly shut the doors and headed back downstairs. I didn't go back up there for almost six months.

         About a year after I started working there, myself and another coworker went up to the presidential suite when we got off work. Some rich guy checked out that afternoon and he had left all the complimentary booze in the refrigerator. This suite is 1600 square feet with four bedrooms, four bathrooms, a full kitchen, formal dining room, and huge living room and balcony. The same balcony Sharon had jumped from. We flipped on the TV and it was not long before we both heard the sound of furniture being dragged across the wooden floor beams and large foot steps directly above us. We both abandoned our drinks and nearly tripped over each other running down the hallway to the staircase. As I walked to my car that night I turned back to look at the window above the presidential suite. The darkness seemed opaque and it was like something was hiding behind the clear glass, peering down at me.

          I eventually got used to the feeling of being watched, they never hurt me, though some nights I would return home feeling as if I still was not alone. I found myself recalling memories I had never created myself. I started to frequent the fifth floor more often, and the fourth floor east wing. The entire floor of that wing had also been closed since the 1980's and the eerie silence and the mystery of that silence intrigued me. I wanted to know more about those who perished within these walls. I was told by the bartenders that some nights when they were closing down, when their backs were turned, bottles of booze would be moved to their shelves and glasses seemed to clean themselves.

         After the many years of being attached to the hotel, I felt like I was a part of it and it was absolutely a part of me. The hotel was eventually sold to a real estate tycoon from California who wanted to level the place and turn it into condos. Fortunately, the historical society of Belleair kept him from tearing it down. It closed after being open for 112 years.

         I went back for the first time after a year of it being abandoned. Butch still worked there as the only employee. He stood watch alone in that giant building and I swear he had gone mad. At the least he was disconnected from the living world. He allowed me and one of our old co-workers to return and look around. It was sad, the whole place looked dead. The carpet had been removed, the art was gone, and the chandeliers had all been sold in an auction. The hotel was scary enough in the summer months when occupancy was next to nothing. Now it was truly a place to learn fear and mortality. Butch walked us around and told us about a little girl. She was no longer shy and came out every night to play. Butch said he would sit in the halls in the dark just observing the movements and the whispers. He said there was more of them than anyone had originally thought.

        Every hall of every wing on every floor was gray, black, and devoid of life. We walked down these halls searching for something, but praying we would find nothing. I entered a room while Butch followed and when we came out every door in the long hallway was opened. Frightened I turned to go back, but I could not go alone. I didn't know if I would make it out with my sanity. Butch called out a name, and another. I witnessed three round shapes, one on top the other, peering out from behind a door frame and then they all started appearing, door after door they stepped out. I took a step back and felt my heart beating faster and faster. I turned to find my old co- worker and she was no where in sight and I was too scared to call out her name. I turned back to grab Butch and get the hell out of there, but he was gone. I panicked and ran to the old elevator. I felt temporary relief when I closed the elevator doors, but feared having to reopen them.

         When I reached the first floor and I opened the doors, I was greeted by lights and clean carpets. A man stood there and he seemed pleasant enough. He asked me if I was alright and I can't remember if I responded. Confused, I walked down the hall towards the exit. Everything looked new and the sun was shining through the window in the door ahead. I turned back to look at the man from the elevator and the hall grew black and the floor was bare. I ran out the door and remembered it was midnight now, the sun had been down for hours. I saw my old co-worker standing by the car and she asked me what it was like up there. I didn't know what to say, I thought she was there. I told her I left Butch up there and she asked me “who is Butch?”